The True Meaning of Happiness

Few days ago, I met a guy from Jordan. He's a phd student at UPM.

Sembang punye sembang, die cakap...

    " You could seek happiness everywhere. But you'll never find it if you don't what true happiness is. I've been searching for it all this while. Until I finally realized that true happiness is whenever I am remembering ALLAH"

Whoaaa, OK Sir. I will definitely remember that. Actually I rasa semua orang tau. Cuma maybe they, emmm, neglecting it? Ye lah, sebab no matter what we do, ALLAH will always be there. Kan? Kita je tak perasan. Or terlupa.

Meeting this guy is a good thing. Kesian saya tengok dia. He's a Palestinian. Nantilah when I'm not busy, I'm gonna jot down a little something about him.

May ALLAH bless him, inshaALLAH.

My Stupid Joke (yang menempah sekeh)

Di satu hari, ehh bukan, di satu malam. Saya ternampak a very interesting article on animal testing. A good article it is.

Pastu dengan jari jemari ringan saya pun post lah kat FB and tagged my fellow friends yang buat animal testing. Hmm saya tanya one of them,

    " What is your stand on this issue?"

Dia jawab punyalah panjang and let me just copy paste je lah ye?

Interesting indeed! I seriously believe animal experimentation has saved alot of human lives; using animals has made it possible to determine what safe dose of chemicals to use on humans in order to prevent harmful effects; it has also spared us the use of humans for unnecessary experiments that have not produced good results after a few trials; humans have also been saved by treatments developed thru the use of animals. So whatever way we look at it, it still remains an unavoidable evil.
hmmmm......on the issue of animal rights activists, I never took them seriously until i was attacked on "Yahoo questions and answers" by one of them. I innocently asked a question on what type of rat is best for studying diabetes and it seemed like he was waiting for me to put up the question. The 1st response was that "you shd be ashamed of yourself using innocent animals for experiments. would you want someone to also use you as a lab rat....blah blah blah."
Infact I heard that once there was a researcher that was attacked (not sure in which country) for using animals for research. Now I am really scared of them, I hardly talk about animal experimentation outside the 4 walls of the university lol.....


And my stand?


Owh I stand up.

Mission Possible, kooottttt? Part 1

(Please try to imagine the James Bond's song when you are reading this)

My wedding is just around the corner. Simpang depan tuh je haaaa, tak jauh dah oiiiii!

But but but, I have a confession to make. Well...

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I have prepare nothing!

OK, maybe 'nothing' sounds too bad, I only managed to settle the dress for my reception. It's a new dress, konon-konon based on my own design la. 

Since when I jadi fashion designer nihhh? Keluar rumah hari-hari pun selekeh mekeh. Ade hati nak jadi fashion designer you!!

Basically my wedding dress macam pics kat bawah ni haa...

But of course, mine will be lagi banyak kain as I must cover the bahu and lengan. Lengan and bahu are too cantik to exposed. If tak cover, abis patah balik rombongan lelaki. HAHAHA

So the sopan version is something like below: 

If you happened to notice, all these dress have a bustline. 

Bagi saya itu penting untuk memberikan ilusi tinggi yang nyata dan maya. Sebabnya, teman nih emmm, small size. I am truly Asian! HAHAHA (OK fine tak mau mengaku pendek)

So, only my side's dress yang tengah OTW nak siap. His side, still looking for a perfect golden songket. I don't understand them, boys; they really like the idea of tanjak and keris. Tanjak kan benda atas kepala tuh? Ke tengkolok? :P

Checklist yang lain

1. Catering
2. Kompang
3. Goodie bag
4. Things in the goodie bag
5. Bunga pahar/bunga telur
6. Sweets
7. OUR HOME SWEET HOME
8. Honeymoon
9. Kursus kawin
10. Blood test
11. All the kawin forms
12. Spa session
13. Song list
14. Wedding card
15. Invitation list

OK, malas dah nak list them all. Sebab, from 1-15, satu pun tak settle!!! HAHAHA I know gila.

But I am too stress (konon) to think about all of these. Other B2B might be so excited. But TQ to my new MSc project, I just couldn't think of any of these things. 

Last year, uuiiissshh gilos ahh semangat. Namun kini ia pudar. So I only have 2 months 2 weeks to plan for my wedding. Whhoooaaa!!

OK lets go back to reality. I have a proposal to focus on :(

Pun Boleeeehhhh

Emmm, I have this kelebihan to incorporate two words into 1. Dulu, both words must be in BM. But now it can be either English or BM. Paham tak? 

Macamni, since I'm super duper talkative and I often cerita dengan excited and gumbira, I tend to cakap laju-laju and make a mistake. A silly one but emm, funny. Everytime silap mesti kena bahan. Senget betul!

Contoh:

1) Lembu + Kerbau = Lembau

2) Menari + Menyanyi = Menyari

3) Bosan + Boring = Bosing

4) Anak mertua and bapak menantu
5) Ketar + Lutut = Ketut
6) Diam + Senyap = Denyap/Dinyap

7) Telur + Pahar = Pehur

p/s: If dah banyak, I nak try send this list to DBP, kot-kot boleh publish. 

Homesick

I'm home, and I'm sick. So I'm basically homesick :P

It's been the 3rd day of fever. And still no signs of feeling better. Mane nak better kan, ubat tak makan. Foods pun tak makan. A friend described this situation (of I tak makan) as "pelik amat".

And so I called my mum tadi sambil tahan nangis as usual. Sepanjang these 3 days ni, she happened to be the only asked,

    "Kamu tak pegi klinik? Tak? Abis tu tak makan ubat la?"

Owwhhhh mak. Terharu nye along.

Last Saturday mak called and marah-marah I sikit. Hehehe

But today she was all OK, and siap concerned lagi. Mane ade orang yang boleh buat macam tu except for family. Kan?

Family institution sangat penting. These past few days I learnt that orang boleh put you aside/ignore you right away. But believe me, I know I could always go back to my family no matter what.

And if I didn't call for a few days, ayah would asked mak about me.

Se-along along I, I guess I was manja kott dulu. A bit fragile. Owh ingat lagi I have this weird habit of bangun malam-malam and tibe-tibe je nangis, either kat ayah or mak. Normally kat ayah. Then time tu, ape je yang I minta, sure ayah would say yes.

Hehehehe...

No one could love me the ayah does. Segarang-garang ayah, after ayah marah, ayah mesti akan buat lawak bile dah cooled down. I took it as a way to minta maaf lah tu :P

Kalaulah I tau I nak demam, last Friday lagi dah balik Ipoh. Well, since esok cuti... Hmmmm agak-agak ayah sekeh tak if I balik tonight? As in now? I could make it before 12am.

Mari packing then! Doakan I selamat sampai ehh? A sick driver is a dangerous driver :P

Kisah Cinta Emak & Ayah

Last Friday, ayah was mad at me. Pinjam his car from 10am in the morning, almost 10pm baru balik :P

So semalam (Sabtu), terpaksa la amik hati my parents. Hehehehe...

I helped my mom to prepare lunch, I cooked sayur goreng je... Then I ajak my mom kemas the stor bawah tangga tu. Memang mak dah lama bercita-cita nak kemas stor tu. Memang pandai lah I amik hati. Hahaha..

Sebabnye... lepas kemas mak terus ajak pergi Tesco. Best wooo shopping groceries dengan my family. Syioookkk!!!

OK, kisah bermula after kemas stor tu... Terjumpa lah album dahulu kala, zaman muda-mudi remaja kanak-kanak ribena lagi. 

Alalalala~ Comelnye we all adik beradik time small!!! Hahahaha

Pastu kan, terjumpa this pic; a picture of my lovely mom! Macam pakai baju nikah jerr... Hmmm?

Tergerak lah hati seorang anak yang nakal ni untuk tengok belakang picture. Waaahhhh korang, ade madah berhelah!

Amboi mummy-daddy ni... So here it is;

    BERBICARALAH DENGAN KEJUJURAN,

                                  KERANA

     KEJUJURAN ADALAH SEBAHAGIAN 

                                   DARI

            KEJERNIHAN HATI MU.....

                                                                    NS/AH

Hah amik sebiji-sebiji I tiru. Together with the spacing semua lah! Siap dengan initials lagi. Hehehehe....

Romantic seyh mak ayah. No wonder lately, selalu tengok mak teman ayah duduk buat kerja kat depan. Malas I nak kacau. Hahaha

p/s: I nak digest info jap, yang my dad ni romantic orangnye. Gile ahhh, dengan we all dulu gilos garang. Hahaha

Bila Bengang!

So I have to mark few lab reports, and now angin tengah x OK. Ape lagi, mari lepaskan geram kepada mereka!!!

HAHAHA

Well, siape suruh tak write the report betul-betul kan? Copy paste directly pulak tuh! Nasib lah, time zaman beta amik degree dulu, beta smart lagi. Nak copy paste? Bollleehhhh... But but but... Be smart dongg!!!

Alter the sentence. Play around with your sentence/words. Use synonyms ke, passive ke active ke...Just do whatever as long as you put an effort to read and study what you are doing.

Janganlah hang pi copy paste bulat-bulat or petak-petak. Dapat pulak orang macam I yang tengah moody to mark the reports, memang nasib lah!

People are being stringent on me, so I'm gonna do the same thing to others lah! But still, I have good reason.

Jadi, I dengan sungguh beria, sent an email to them. Just a friendly reminder.

Marks macamne? Nak baik hati or jahat hati? Hmmmm

I wonder....